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Sunday, 17 October 2010

  • always

    no matter what new websites i try i always return to xanga. you have been with me the longest dear friend.

    im hurting. im scared. my mom is starting to lose her hair. step work is killing me. the more i work on my the more i see how fucked up and broken and damaged i am. how did i get this way? how? i am so confused.

    i know its okay to cry but i wish i was in control and could be okay. i need to surrender to the moments though. whether good or bad take it for what it is. dont break just be.

    i just needed someone to listen. thank you.

Friday, 27 March 2009

  • been awhile

    just wanted to say hey

    i have been using another account, i wil come back to this one from time to time, i love it too much to let it go

    if you want to read my new account send me a message and i will share

    i hope you are all well. love you all.

Saturday, 21 March 2009

Friday, 13 March 2009

  • baby steps, baby steps!

    i am working on it tati! it takes baby steps, this is my trying to eat healthy, with low calories, you will be impressed with my intake today, lots of veggies and fruit!!!keep your eyes peeled. btw this is just for my brain, i feel like if i write it down i will get better at eating because i am showing others. anyways dont read if you dont care. i am sure i will post better posts as well.

    INTAKE:

    bananah: 80 cals

    like four rice cake minis: 60 cals

     

    Guess who called last night :) ?!?!?! Sean!

    I am so excited to see him this weekend. I am crazy about that man. Driving FOUR hours to see him. :)

    THANK GOODNESS ITS FRIDAY!!!

     

     

     

Thursday, 12 March 2009

  • Desirae is going to lose weight!

    dailey intake:

    natures valley oat and honey bar:180 cals

    two grahm crackers: 105 cals

    one cup of tea: 0 cals

     

    update10am:

    one special k bar: 90cals

    glass of water

    update11am:

    bananah:110cals

    MORNINT TOTAL:485

    update1300:

    two slice of pizza:520 cals

    one cherry lifesaver:10 cals

     

    update 1630:

    one grahm cracker:55cals

     

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